tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-18197672574989256762024-03-14T05:21:32.552-07:00酒駕受害者及家屬心情分享平台台灣酒駕防制社會關懷協會http://www.blogger.com/profile/13901678999613093999noreply@blogger.comBlogger17125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1819767257498925676.post-55788015366924381102014-06-23T23:24:00.000-07:002014-06-23T23:25:16.398-07:00玉兔─藝起反酒駕<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
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台灣酒駕防制社會關懷協會http://www.blogger.com/profile/13901678999613093999noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1819767257498925676.post-120484938639982962014-06-22T08:35:00.001-07:002014-06-25T20:24:52.362-07:00愛情濃度-0.15<div class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;">
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<a name='more'></a><span style="font-family: 標楷體; font-size: 14pt; text-indent: 28pt;"> 為妳的側臉而醉,為妳的愛情而醒。</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: 標楷體; font-size: 14.0pt;">我永遠記得,我們的愛情濃度,在<span lang="EN-US">0.15</span>以下,只因為一場濃度<span lang="EN-US">0.15</span>以上的意外。<span lang="EN-US"><o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: 標楷體; font-size: 14.0pt;">記得聖誕節前夕的光景,蠢的令我傻笑,桌上幾瓶空瓶,透著月光,我與阿羽兩人,在公園戶正用「汽水」一決勝負,看誰喝的最多,一頓大餐的賭注,拚了命也要卯起來喝。<span lang="EN-US"><o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: 標楷體; font-size: 14.0pt;">其實原本是要用酒的,礙於我酒量非常差,也只好用飲料代替,有多差呢?答案是非常差,有次同學聚在一起時,為了把餐桌上的低頭族消滅,所以每人手機全交出來放到一旁,那時,大家發神瘋似的灌我,在陰錯陽差下,我把大家手機全丟進廁所馬桶裡,除了有防水功能手機以外,無一倖免。</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: 標楷體; font-size: 14.0pt;">自從那次,沒人敢再灌我酒。<span lang="EN-US"><o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: 標楷體; font-size: 14.0pt;">阿羽也是受害人其中之一,還好我們的友情沒有被馬桶沖走。<span lang="EN-US"><o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: 標楷體; font-size: 14.0pt;">一段時間後,公園草皮都被我們灌上「營養」的肥料,才分出高下。<span lang="EN-US"><o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: 標楷體; font-size: 14.0pt;">「小莫你絕對不敢對雅婷告白」那時候無緣無故,阿羽這麼說著。雅婷是我暗戀的大一學妹。<span lang="EN-US"><o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: 標楷體; font-size: 14.0pt;">「你<span lang="EN-US">…..</span>既然敢這麼說,我是那種膽小的大學生嗎?」<span lang="EN-US"><o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: 標楷體; font-size: 14.0pt;">「對,你就是那種人!」我被揍了一下。<span lang="EN-US"><o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: 標楷體; font-size: 14.0pt;">對於愛情,大家都是卻步的,身旁許多人都已經踏出了第一步,但我卻遲遲沒有,為什麼?因為我總會想到許多負面情況,會不會被拒絕,會不會被她當作玩笑?<span lang="EN-US"><o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: 標楷體; font-size: 14.0pt;">會不會以後,連朋友都做不成。?<span lang="EN-US"><o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: 標楷體; font-size: 14.0pt;">但聖誕節這天,我手上竟然拿著告白禮物,顫抖的雙手透漏不安,和「她」約好地點後,我準備跨越愛情史的第一步。正當我騎著機車要赴約,經過某個十字路口時,兩道光芒打在我身上。<span lang="EN-US"><o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: 標楷體; font-size: 14.0pt;">那是邱比特的預兆,我想這次告白一定很順利。<span lang="EN-US"><o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: 標楷體; font-size: 14.0pt;">屁。<span lang="EN-US"><o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: 標楷體; font-size: 14.0pt;">我一瞬間沒了意識,邱比特根本是邱吉爾手下的暗殺部隊!<span lang="EN-US"><o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: 標楷體; font-size: 14.0pt;">碰的一聲,讓我與世界隔絕。<span lang="EN-US"><o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: 標楷體; font-size: 14.0pt;">大部分的人睡醒時都會伴隨著幾種心情。<span lang="EN-US"><o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: 標楷體; font-size: 14.0pt;">比如說「喔<span lang="EN-US">…..</span>為什麼已經要上課了?」這種就是不爽的感覺。<span lang="EN-US"><o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: 標楷體; font-size: 14.0pt;">「恩<span lang="EN-US">…..</span>還有一小時可以睡<span lang="EN-US">…..</span>」像這種一定是開心的心情,在大學生活中很常見,我最喜歡這種情況。<span lang="EN-US"><o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: 標楷體; font-size: 14.0pt;">我今天卻起的很準時,我還發現我八點竟然就起床了,八點耶!<span lang="EN-US"><o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: 標楷體; font-size: 14.0pt;">但我是痛醒的。<span lang="EN-US"><o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: 標楷體; font-size: 14.0pt;">「天殺的這是怎麼一回事<span lang="EN-US">…..</span>」我全身都無法動彈,全身上下都在哀號。喉嚨吱吱嗚嗚痛苦聲終於引來護士的注意,而那個護士的長相更讓我吱吱嗚嗚。<span lang="EN-US"><o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: 標楷體; font-size: 14.0pt;">「小姐請問可以給個電話嗎?」如果可以的話,我絕對會這樣做。但護士只是幫我檢查幾個部位,問了我幾個問題後便快速離去,所以你可以想像我的心情是從痛苦到快樂到失落<span lang="EN-US">…..</span>。<span lang="EN-US"><o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: 標楷體; font-size: 14.0pt;">怎麼會這樣?昨天不是聖誕節嗎?依稀記得昨天我像個十歲的小男孩,帶著雀躍的心情想要對心儀的女孩子告白,從此以後每天都過著像情人節才對。<span lang="EN-US"><o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: 標楷體; font-size: 14.0pt;">怎麼現在變成清明節了?<span lang="EN-US"><o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: 標楷體; font-size: 14.0pt;">之後阿羽出現,還帶著一副屎臉。<span lang="EN-US"><o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: 標楷體; font-size: 14.0pt;">「今天真是我人生中最哀的日子,上廁所沒衛生紙,出門看見車上有鳥屎,騎在路上還輾到狗屎。」<span lang="EN-US"><o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: 標楷體; font-size: 14.0pt;">他的表情跟剛剛他講的事情簡直一模一樣,害我忽然摀住口鼻。<span lang="EN-US"><o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: 標楷體; font-size: 14.0pt;">「最重要的是還接到你<span lang="EN-US">…..</span>。」阿羽閉口不語。<span lang="EN-US"><o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: 標楷體; font-size: 14.0pt;">無辜差點被撞死。<span lang="EN-US"><o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: 標楷體; font-size: 14.0pt;">這是我醫生後來告訴我的,當時對方車速實在太快,我只受了點皮受傷算是奇蹟,這都要歸功於那碎成粉末的安全帽。同時肇事者也受了不少傷,正在隔壁房接受警訊。至於賠償,聽說肇事者當晚酒測值<span lang="EN-US">0.3</span>左右,明明法律規定<span lang="EN-US">0.15</span>還硬要以身試法,你等著瞧吧。<span lang="EN-US"><o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: 標楷體; font-size: 14.0pt;">但我好希望你可以先賠償我的愛情<span lang="EN-US"><o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: 標楷體; font-size: 14.0pt;">至於告白這件事,等我傷都好了再說吧。<span lang="EN-US"><o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: 標楷體; font-size: 14.0pt;">夢裡我遇見雅婷,我們兩肩並肩的坐著,我就這麼地看著她的側臉,帶點幾分醉意。<span lang="EN-US"><o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: 標楷體; font-size: 14.0pt;">「為妳的側臉而醉。」<span lang="EN-US"><o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: 標楷體; font-size: 14.0pt;">後面幾天,有個很漂亮的女生一直到隔壁房,我想,那一定是肇事者的女朋友,因為偶爾經過的時候,還會被閃到,害我出門時都要避開那邊。阿羽起初還興致勃勃想去搭訕。<span lang="EN-US"><o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: 標楷體; font-size: 14.0pt;">「可惜,當初你沒把他也撞個殘廢,這樣我就有機會了。」他一臉婉惜。<span lang="EN-US"><o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: 標楷體; font-size: 14.0pt;">「我先把你撞個殘廢。」<span lang="EN-US"><o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: 標楷體; font-size: 14.0pt;">而隔壁房浪漫的氣息慢慢飄到我這裡,每晚寂靜的病房裡,可以清楚聽見甜蜜的話語傳來。<span lang="EN-US"><o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: 標楷體; font-size: 14.0pt;">簡直是魔音傳腦。<span lang="EN-US"><o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: 標楷體; font-size: 14.0pt;">「我真後悔當初沒把他嘴巴撞爛。」有天我這麼對阿羽說。<span lang="EN-US"><o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: 標楷體; font-size: 14.0pt;">「等我告訴你一個更壞的消息,你會更想。」<span lang="EN-US"><o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: 標楷體; font-size: 14.0pt;">原來,聖誕節當天,有其他人向他告白,現在,雅婷已經名花有主,王子不會再是我。一樁車禍,兩個結果,一邊是幸福結尾,一邊卻是悲劇收場。<span lang="EN-US"><o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: 標楷體; font-size: 14.0pt;">我真的很希望,那天,如果肇事者不是酒駕,該有多好?<span lang="EN-US"><o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: 標楷體; font-size: 14.0pt;">害我得在美好的期待中,被迫醒來。<span lang="EN-US"><o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: 標楷體; font-size: 14.0pt;">為妳的愛情而醒。<span lang="EN-US"><o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
台灣酒駕防制社會關懷協會http://www.blogger.com/profile/13901678999613093999noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1819767257498925676.post-14923351688916091372014-06-22T08:23:00.004-07:002014-06-22T20:58:13.512-07:00失焦的同學會<div class="MsoNormal" style="background: white; mso-char-indent-count: 2.0; mso-pagination: widow-orphan; text-indent: 28.0pt;">
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<span style="font-family: 標楷體; font-size: 14.0pt;">摯愛的孩子,民國<span lang="EN-US">101</span>年<span lang="EN-US">10</span>月<span lang="EN-US">28</span>日下午<span lang="EN-US">2</span>點,我們齊聚在三總的懷恩堂要跟你告別</span><span style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial; color: #333333; font-family: 標楷體; font-size: 14pt;">。</span><span style="font-family: 標楷體; font-size: 14.0pt;">儘管下著大雨,沒有訃聞,沒有通知,只有臉書上的不捨與祈禱,大家還是趕來送你最後一程,</span><span style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial; color: #333333; font-family: 標楷體; font-size: 14pt;">包括師大附幼、金華國小、師大附中、辭修高中、東南科大的各級同學們,以及軍中同袍和永慶的同事與長官們,有<span lang="EN-US">300</span>多人擠滿</span><span style="font-family: 標楷體; font-size: 14.0pt;">懷恩堂,大家的不捨告別就貼在懷恩堂入口處</span><span style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial; color: #333333; font-family: 標楷體; font-size: 14pt;">。</span><span style="font-family: 標楷體; font-size: 14.0pt;">好孩子,再過<span lang="EN-US">2</span>天就是你<span lang="EN-US">27</span>歲的生日,無常卻總是比明天先到,一場酒駕車禍,奪走你如此年輕的生命,令</span><span style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial; color: #333333; font-family: 標楷體; font-size: 14pt;">所有的師長、同學和同事們扼腕,</span><span style="font-family: 標楷體; font-size: 14.0pt;">讓為父為母的我們痛不欲生,以為即將可以為我們的人生劃下一個圓之際,</span><span style="font-family: 標楷體; font-size: 14.0pt; mso-bidi-font-family: Helvetica; mso-font-kerning: 0pt;">酒駕者殘酷的摧毀我們的希望</span><span style="font-family: 標楷體; font-size: 14.0pt;">,奪走我們唯一的孩子,徒留白髮人送黑髮人的悲慟,</span><span style="font-family: 標楷體; font-size: 14.0pt; mso-bidi-font-family: Helvetica; mso-font-kerning: 0pt;">酒駕者</span><span style="font-family: 標楷體; font-size: 14.0pt;">再多的抱歉,也彌補不了我們生命中永遠的缺口。</span></div>
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<span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 標楷體; font-size: 14.0pt;">101</span><span style="font-family: 標楷體; font-size: 14.0pt;">年<span lang="EN-US">10</span>月<span lang="EN-US">7</span>日星期天,家族成員規劃好一起到瑞芳踏青聚餐,為兩天後外婆的<span lang="EN-US">81</span>壽誕暖壽,因為你從事房仲業的工作,無法在週休假日排休,中午你特地打電話跟外婆祝壽,還來不及跟媽媽多說一句話,沒想到這竟是我們母子的最後通話。我們期待每天的宵夜時刻,這也是最溫馨的親子時刻,聽你分析房價,分享房仲服務的點點滴滴,我們看到認真、努力與自信的你,也確幸你是這輩子都不用我們操心的孩子。這一天,晚上慣例備好餐桌上的宵夜,我也準備好隔天上班上課的資料後,就在等門的時候,此刻晚上<span lang="EN-US">11</span>點<span lang="EN-US">18</span>分,我的手機罕見響起,接到內湖分局員警的車禍緊急通知,趕到內湖三軍總醫院,望著躺在急診室已經沒有意識的你,我們雙腿癱軟,懇求醫生絕對不能放棄,醫生說你頭部重創,顱內嚴重出血,昏迷指數<span lang="EN-US">3</span>,非常危急,當下我們除了無助的禱告,就只能祈求等待奇蹟。<span lang="EN-US"><o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: 標楷體; font-size: 14.0pt;">交通員警告訴我們,你騎車行經民權東路<span lang="EN-US">6</span>段,設有交通號誌路口時,對向車道的賓士車違規左轉,你見狀向左閃避不及被撞擊倒地,肇事賓士車沒有停車,繼續駛入巷內加速逃逸。全程為該路口裝設之監視器及後方營業小客車駕駛呂先生的行車紀錄器所攝錄,正因為這位見義勇為的司機先生,是現場的目擊者,當下不顧自身安危,緊追肇事者到其家門口車庫,並報警處理,員警當場檢測肇事者她的酒測值濃度高達每公升<span lang="EN-US">0.47</span>毫克,早已不能安全駕駛,雖然肇事者辯稱她只喝了些許紅酒,她是聽障者也不是故意逃逸,但是車禍撞擊除了碰撞的巨響,更大是撞擊所產生的力道,肇事者不會沒有感覺。</span><span style="color: #222222; font-family: 標楷體; font-size: 14.0pt; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial; mso-font-kerning: 0pt;">肇事逃逸,就是闖禍後故意遺棄及間接見死不救,等待車禍</span><span style="font-family: 標楷體; font-size: 14.0pt;">現場的其他目擊路人呼叫</span><span style="color: #222222; font-family: 標楷體; font-size: 14.0pt; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial; mso-font-kerning: 0pt;">救護車,送達三總急診處時</span><span style="font-family: 標楷體; font-size: 14.0pt;">,你已心跳停止,雖經實施心肺復甦術,有恢復心跳及血壓,因為顱內嚴重出血,只能持續在加護病房觀察,直至<span lang="EN-US">9</span>日零晨<span lang="EN-US">1</span>點<span lang="EN-US">3</span>分,因腦血循環衰竭不治。爸爸與我在加護病房,傷心痛欲絕的看著你的心跳漸漸停止,安詳的離去,這種椎心之痛難以言喻。一向貼心的你,一定不忍爸媽的哀慟,才選擇這麼快離去,望著一臉安詳沒有明顯外傷的你,靜靜的向我們道別,默默地安靜的睡去…。<span lang="EN-US"><o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: 標楷體; font-size: 14.0pt;">你遵守交通號誌,你騎機車載安全帽,你依速限行駛在機車道,你的血液酒精濃度檢測值為<span lang="EN-US">0</span>,卻還是被酒駕者重創離世。如果沒有這位事後也不接受表揚司機先生的見義勇為,無畏強勢,願意出庭指證的義舉,如何還你公道?如何撫平傷痛欲絕的天下父母心。<span lang="EN-US"><o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: 標楷體; font-size: 14pt;">我們珍藏著你的遺物,那只</span><span style="color: #222222; font-family: 標楷體; font-size: 14.0pt; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial; mso-font-kerning: 0pt;">在車禍現場被交通員警</span><span style="font-family: 標楷體; font-size: 14pt;">撿回因車禍磨損而散落在地的手錶,除了睹物思人,也在提醒我,車禍當下如果肇事者不逃逸,勇於承擔,緊急將你送醫,</span><span style="font-family: 標楷體; font-size: 14.0pt;">就不會延誤搶救的黃金時間,或許你也會像那支手錶一樣,縱然錶帶已缺損,被搶救回來的錶殼與錶芯仍然繼續律動。對我們而言,只要這只手錶一直沿續它的生命週期,就像你仍陪伴在我們身邊一樣。<span lang="EN-US"><o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
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<span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 標楷體; font-size: 14.0pt;"> </span><span style="font-family: 標楷體; font-size: 14.0pt;">大學時期的你,除了學業也開始生涯規劃,利用課餘,晚上到牛排館打工,假日到果菜市場搬運蔬果,或到夜市擺攤賺錢,我們不理解,為何你不好好享受多彩多姿的大學生活,卻急著去體驗現實生活兼打工賺錢?最後,你明確堅定的目標說服我們,而我們也實際去瞭解你打工場所及所接觸的人,才放心讓你提早去體驗人生。除了辛苦打工存錢,你也開始學習投資理財,大四畢業那年,你靠自己的努力已經成功賺到人生的半桶金。就像高中好友晉宇說:『我們總是一起打拼向錢看,勇往直「錢」<span lang="EN-US">! </span>失敗了<span lang="EN-US">! </span>你總是笑著對我說,沒關係花錢買經驗』。我們也才終於明白,或許這就是你急於走完精彩又短暫人生的理由。<span lang="EN-US"><o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: 標楷體; font-size: 14.0pt;">保養場內,其中一位修車的師傅很愛和我聊天。他知道我接下來的暑假旅行計畫後,值表稱許,說趁年輕多出去看看世界是好的,不像他現在要考慮到一家四口的旅費,每次一看到介紹國外旅遊的節目,就得在老婆提議前趕快轉台。見他認同的態度,我一直不好意思告訴他旅遊的主要目的,其實是要去見一位日本的女網友。</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: 標楷體; font-size: 14.0pt;">某天中午,那位師傅正在檢視才剛來送修車輛的狀況,手頭沒事的我如往常一樣和他閒聊。聽說送修車輛的主人是一個熱心的義消,算是保養場的常客,做人很海派。他車頭內凹的右前方需要整修,大燈和保險桿都得換,說是昨晚視線不佳撞到了電線桿。<span lang="EN-US"><o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: 標楷體; font-size: 14.0pt;">師傅在拆保險桿時,注意到車底下卡了件異物,拉出來才發現是個水藍色的塑膠細筒,掛著一條肩帶。我認出那東西叫做圖筒,印象中是建築師之類拿來裝圖紙的,師傅說大概是誰掉在了馬路上,車開過時湊巧彈進了保險桿間。<span lang="EN-US"><o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: 標楷體; font-size: 14.0pt;">圖筒後來被師傅扔在了一旁,我把它撿起,好奇的開了蓋。變形的筒內裝著一幅畫,一幅用色鉛筆完成的風景畫。圖內茂密的森林中,矗著一棟非現實的奇妙建築物,除了創意外,也很有意境。畫筒內還有一張紙,上頭有個姓名和編號,是個女生的名字。仔細一讀,原來是一間大學空間設計學系今年度甄試入學的作品保證書,用來具結作品是學生所創作的。<span lang="EN-US"><o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: 標楷體; font-size: 14.0pt;">甄試用的作品掉了,那位要申請學校的學生一定很著急吧?由於那所大學就在我常去的夜市旁邊,雖沒有個人的聯絡電話和住址,但想到失主的心情,我在回家時刻意繞了路,把裝著那幅畫和作品保證書的圖筒,送到了那個學校的辦公室。<span lang="EN-US"><o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: 標楷體; font-size: 14.0pt;">說明來意以後,辦公室的職員答應會聯絡那位學生。我和她確認了該系甄試的日期,所幸還沒過期。雖然不認識失主,不過一想到自己幫到了人,回家後心情一直都很愉快。<span lang="EN-US"><o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: 標楷體; font-size: 14.0pt;">兩天後,保養場內突然來了幾個警察,對負責修那台車的師傅問了很多問題。午餐時聽大人間閒聊,才知道那位義消闖了禍。前幾晚他因為參加朋友聚會,喝了不少酒自己開車回家,在路上撞死了一個走在路肩的女生。那位義消當時因為害怕沒有馬上報警,過了幾天後因為良心不安,才改變主意自首。<span lang="EN-US"><o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: 標楷體; font-size: 14.0pt;">真是可惜啊,怎麼會搞成這樣?平常那麼熱心的好人,可能就要因為這件事坐牢了……記得那時討論這事的姨丈和其他師傅,邊吃著便當邊感嘆。<span lang="EN-US"><o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: 標楷體; font-size: 14.0pt;">怎麼會搞成這樣,不就是因為喝醉了嗎?一旁的我在不免這樣想著,不過沒有發出聲插嘴。他們的話題都繞著那位義消打轉,對受害者隻字不提,就好像撞到的東西,真的就只是根電線竿一般。我當然知道,這是因為他們只認識肇事者,但是接下來,不安的情緒突然湧了上來,好像是被魚骨卡到喉嚨般的難受。<span lang="EN-US"><o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: 標楷體; font-size: 14.0pt;">沒有等到下班,我按耐不住的騎車再次前去了那所學校。辦公室內沒有當初見到的那位文員,另一位比較年長的職員,花了點時間找到了被擱在一角的那具畫筒,原來還沒有聯絡到失主來認領。在我的堅持下,他調了資料當場打電話給了那位要來甄選的學生。<span lang="EN-US"><o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: 標楷體; font-size: 14.0pt;">不過接電話的是失主的家人,和我所期待不要發生的事一樣,那幅畫不需要了,因為位學生不會來參加甄試。而且她接下來所有的人生計畫,也都會因前幾天的一場車禍從此缺席。<span lang="EN-US"><o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: 標楷體; font-size: 14.0pt;">即使沒聽到電話筒另一頭哽咽的語調,我在離開那辦公室的途中,仍忍不住像個傻子似地在走廊上哭了出來。其實根本不關我的事啊,為什麼要難過呢?我只不過是撿到了一個再也不被人需要的東西送來而已,充其量,就是做了白工。<span lang="EN-US"><o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
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台灣酒駕防制社會關懷協會http://www.blogger.com/profile/13901678999613093999noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1819767257498925676.post-48436443617560722562014-06-22T07:38:00.004-07:002014-06-22T20:43:14.584-07:00來不及的領悟<div class="MsoNormal" style="mso-char-indent-count: 2.0; text-indent: 24.0pt;">
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<a name='more'></a><span style="font-family: 標楷體; font-size: 14.0pt;">我永遠記得那天下午,我攙扶著雙手漸漸沒有知覺的父親,踏出了台中童綜合醫院的大門。傍晚的天氣陰陰的,逐漸變涼,不久就要進入黑夜了,我想,父親的心情如同此刻的天氣吧?<span lang="EN-US"><o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: 標楷體; font-size: 14.0pt;">我們接受了第三位專業神經外科醫師的建議,一週後將入院來動頸椎手術。這個手術開的是頸椎的第二、三、四節,靠近腦部以及所有最重要的中樞神經,但因為逐漸痿縮的頸椎神經,會慢慢讓父親雙手雙腳失去知覺,變成癱瘓,最後,再失去呼吸心跳。所以這個手術不能不動了,然而,成功率是百分之三十,意思是,手術有七成的機率,他會癱瘓甚至死亡。</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: 標楷體; font-size: 14.0pt;">造成今日面臨這個生死難關的原因,是十年前的一次重大車禍所受的傷。十年前,因為酒駕,父親頸椎強烈撞擊,命保住了,卻癱瘓臥在床上大半年,當時算是很奇蹟,半年後他竟然能下床能走路,只需長期復健,依舊可以回到正常生活。<span lang="EN-US"><o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: 標楷體; font-size: 14.0pt;">這場四輛車追撞的連環車禍的其中一名駕駛,似乎是當場死亡,他的酒測值更高。四輛車中,有兩名駕駛喝了酒,父親是行駛中的第三輛車。父親說,其實他當時已經看到前方兩台車撞在一起,可是他愰神反應不及,撞了上去,因為他也喝了酒,思緒反應都不及!而他後面的車,也煞不住了!而爸爸口述,當下的瞬間他全身失去知覺,救援人員到現場後,他努力保持清醒的意志力已用盡,接著,昏過去。<span lang="EN-US"><o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: 標楷體; font-size: 14.0pt;">不幸中的大幸,動了大手術,治療臥床半年,他回到正常生活。他這十年,卻飽受許多後遺症的辛苦。可是能怨什麼呢?喝酒開車上路,是多麼可怕,不能賭運氣,因為沒有人輸的起遇上任何的萬一。這十年來,爸爸依舊是進進出出神經外科、復健科、疼痛科。<span lang="EN-US"><o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: 標楷體; font-size: 14.0pt;">等待手術的父親的,四肢的傳導和大小便,已經沒有什知覺。他一個曾經意氣風發的大老闆,正值壯年,我們都知道,他比誰都不能接受現在的情況。可是沒有別的方法,再不動手術,頸椎的萎縮會讓他隨時終止呼吸。<span lang="EN-US"><o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: 標楷體; font-size: 14.0pt;">手術前一晚,父親,姊姊和我,在病房裡,等待明天一早手術的來臨。病房內誰也睡不著,卻是低氣壓籠罩的安靜。吊著點滴的爸爸,突然開口了,看著我和姊姊,他說︰『
想了兩天,爸爸決定不動手術了。』<span lang="EN-US"><o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: 標楷體; font-size: 14.0pt;">『那怎麽行?!不動手術,隨時都可能<span lang="EN-US">…</span>可能<span lang="EN-US">…</span>就不呼吸了!何況明早已經都已經安排好了!』我說。<span lang="EN-US"><o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: 標楷體; font-size: 14.0pt;">『爸爸不能讓妳們承擔七成的失敗率,爸爸自己也不能承受癱瘓的下半輩子,死在手術臺上也就罷了,若癱瘓,我生不如死。』<span lang="EN-US"><br />
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<span style="font-family: 標楷體; font-size: 14.0pt;">『爸,你為何不想三成的成功率?也許手術會成功、不會死、也不會癱,不好嗎?』姊姊說。<span lang="EN-US"><br />
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<span style="font-family: 標楷體; font-size: 14.0pt;">『爸爸其實不怕死,爸爸是怕沒有那個運,即使活命,也癱一輩子!要拖累妳們。』父親的眼淚掉下,他眼中有害怕、憤怒、不安、絕望、抱歉<span lang="EN-US">…</span>的各種情緒,從心裡湧出混合進淚水,落下在他無奈的臉龐,千言萬語,幾滴淚水。我和姊姊也哭了。<span lang="EN-US"><br />
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<span style="font-family: 標楷體; font-size: 14.0pt;">『真的,刀我們別開了,爸爸不怕死,卻怕癱一輩子,爸爸怕手術動下去,自己卻沒有那個運阿!』他多麼狼狽,卻絕望堅定,寧可面對死亡也不要癱瘓成為我們的累贅。<span lang="EN-US"><o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: 標楷體; font-size: 14.0pt;">我們讓爸爸一個人先靜一靜,我和姊姊,病房外,一坐一站,十分鐘過去了,我正要問姊姊話,姊姊便示意進病房吧!我趕快跟著,在姊姊的臉上我看見更堅定的臉。<span lang="EN-US"><br />
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<span style="font-family: 標楷體; font-size: 14.0pt;">第十五個小時,手術結束了!主刀醫師的助理,廣播我與姊姊進去開刀房會議室。我很忐忑不安,姊姊也是吧?我們椅子坐了下來,主刀醫師說
︰『妳們父親手術完成了,但目前需在加護病房觀察,他現在還靠呼吸器,我們先不能拔管,需要觀察他的呼吸狀況,畢竟是中樞神經,不能大意。』<span lang="EN-US">”<o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: 標楷體; font-size: 14.0pt;">『那我父親手術順利嗎?』我很小心翼翼的問。<span lang="EN-US"><o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: 標楷體; font-size: 14.0pt;">『我知道家屬的心情,但我只能告訴妳們,手術是完成,不代表是成功,團隊盡力完成手術了,而成功與否,觀察七十二小時。』<span lang="EN-US"><o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: 標楷體; font-size: 14.0pt;">於是,那三天,是我人生最煎熬的三天。我不知道我將會等到什麼結果。<span lang="EN-US"><o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: 標楷體; font-size: 14.0pt;">第五天,父親從加護病房轉刀普通病房了!老天保祐,他可以自己呼吸,而且他能站立,能緩慢行走!雖然說大部份時間,還是在輪椅上和床上,可是復健就會好,這是重生的生命啊!然而,人生並不完美,父親的右手,徹底沒知覺,意思是癱瘓了右手,從今後,他只剩左手能輔助生活。可是我們已經很感恩上天了!<span lang="EN-US"><o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: 標楷體; font-size: 14.0pt;">父親說,一場酒駕車禍的代價真的很大,十年的痛苦是懲罰,而現在,老天恩賜讓他活著,能復健說話,他要做公益回饋社會,要以切身之痛,支持,政府宣導勿酒駕上路。<span lang="EN-US"><o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: 標楷體; font-size: 14.0pt;">爸爸手術後,我每個星期二和五,帶著他到醫院復健,時間已經過了一個多月。我期待下個月農曆新年,他可以狀況更進步,一家人好好過年。<span lang="EN-US"><o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: 標楷體; font-size: 14.0pt;">那天,是爸爸手術後的第四十三天,一樣要到醫院復健的日子。但這天,爸爸並沒有像之前一樣,開著房門等我,房門是緊閉的。我心中詭譎的不安湧上,緊繃的快不能呼吸,我輕輕敲門幾下︰『爸?爸?』,裡面沒有應聲,我感覺不對,推開房門!父親躺在床上,看似睡著了,我趕緊要叫醒他,因為我莫名的好害怕!可是我叫不醒,他昏倒了!我快速打了<span lang="EN-US">119</span>,然後的時間裡,從家中到醫院,一連串的救護,急救,搶救,我幾乎腦袋空白了不能思考運轉。然後姊姊趕來了,我還是呆滯,我們姊妹,坐在急救室外等待。<span lang="EN-US"><o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: 標楷體; font-size: 14.0pt;">一個半小時後,醫生出來了,宣告不治。死亡原因︰中樞神經麻痺致呼吸終止。<span lang="EN-US"><br />
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<span style="font-family: 標楷體; font-size: 14.0pt;">完了父親的後事,緊接而來的農曆新年,我們是在還在守喪的。<span lang="EN-US"><o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: 標楷體; font-size: 14.0pt;">這個新年,很悲痛。我在父親的牌位前,跟他說了話︰『爸爸,新年快樂,我不敬你一杯酒,酒讓我們都太傷痛。我泡杯牛奶給你喝吧!你戒酒後,開玩笑說只喝牛奶好了,還說健康又安全,諷刺自己,呵<span lang="EN-US">…</span>』我上完了香,掉下眼淚,離去。<span lang="EN-US"><br />
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<span style="font-family: 標楷體; font-size: 14.0pt;">大年初一,父親的遺照前,三柱香,一杯牛奶。<span lang="EN-US"><br />
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<span style="font-family: 標楷體; font-size: 14.0pt;">而今年的冷風,吹得讓人從皮膚痛進心裡。<span lang="EN-US"><o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
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<span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 標楷體; font-size: 14pt;"> 「爸,</span><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 標楷體; font-size: 14pt;">媽,</span><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 標楷體; font-size: 14pt;">我要去上學了!</span><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 標楷體; font-size: 14pt;">」那是每個清晨我必須對我的父母說的話。</span><br />
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<span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 標楷體; font-size: 14.0pt;"> </span><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 標楷體; font-size: 14.0pt;">「你回來啦!</span><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 標楷體; font-size: 14.0pt;">現在時間還早,</span><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 標楷體; font-size: 14.0pt;">離你爸下班還有一段距離,</span><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 標楷體; font-size: 14.0pt;">先去寫作業吧!</span><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 標楷體; font-size: 14.0pt;">寫完就趕快來幫忙你爸慶生的事。」媽媽的口吻雖然平靜,</span><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 標楷體; font-size: 14.0pt;">但手腳還是不停的忙著。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 標楷體; font-size: 14.0pt;"><o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 標楷體; font-size: 14.0pt;"> </span><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 標楷體; font-size: 14.0pt;">當我聽到這</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 標楷體; font-size: 14.0pt;"> , </span><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 標楷體; font-size: 14.0pt;">我的拳頭便握的緊緊的,</span><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 標楷體; font-size: 14.0pt;">想也不想的就往他臉上揍了下去,</span><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 標楷體; font-size: 14.0pt;">對他怒喝:</span><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 標楷體; font-size: 14.0pt;">「這算什麼同事,</span><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 標楷體; font-size: 14.0pt;">算什麼客戶?</span><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 標楷體; font-size: 14.0pt;">就算是主管,</span><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 標楷體; font-size: 14.0pt;">也要這樣糟蹋他你才甘心嗎?</span><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 標楷體; font-size: 14.0pt;">我爸跟你們有仇嗎?</span><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 標楷體; font-size: 14.0pt;">有對不起你們嗎?</span><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 標楷體; font-size: 14.0pt;">為什麼要這樣對待他?</span><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 標楷體; font-size: 14.0pt;">你不知道我和媽媽一直在家裡等著他回來為他慶生嗎?</span><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 標楷體; font-size: 14.0pt;">現在好了,</span><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 標楷體; font-size: 14.0pt;">他在急診室,</span><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 標楷體; font-size: 14.0pt;">生死未卜,</span><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 標楷體; font-size: 14.0pt;">把他弄成這樣你們才開心嗎?</span><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 標楷體; font-size: 14.0pt;">」</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 標楷體; font-size: 14.0pt;"><o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 標楷體; font-size: 14.0pt;"> 我向學校請了假,</span><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 標楷體; font-size: 14.0pt;">陪著媽媽樓在醫院裡,</span><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 標楷體; font-size: 14.0pt;">爸爸被轉到加護病房,</span><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 標楷體; font-size: 14.0pt;">他的主管也放下他的工作待在醫院陪著我們。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 標楷體; font-size: 14.0pt;"><o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 標楷體; font-size: 14.0pt;"> </span><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 標楷體; font-size: 14.0pt;">這一天,</span><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 標楷體; font-size: 14.0pt;">我看見了爸爸的笑臉,</span><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 標楷體; font-size: 14.0pt;">媽媽的情緒似乎也稍稍平復了一些,</span><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 標楷體; font-size: 14.0pt;">他們的感情依然融洽,</span><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 標楷體; font-size: 14.0pt;">我看見他們幸福的親吻著,</span><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 標楷體; font-size: 14.0pt;">他的主管不時獻上萬分的歉意。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 標楷體; font-size: 14.0pt;"><o:p></o:p></span></div>
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台灣酒駕防制社會關懷協會http://www.blogger.com/profile/13901678999613093999noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1819767257498925676.post-19713812468527345712014-06-22T07:19:00.001-07:002014-06-22T20:43:46.959-07:00說不出口的秘密<div class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;">
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<a name='more'></a><b style="text-indent: 28.05pt;"><span style="font-family: 標楷體; font-size: 14.0pt;"> 那是一條很漫長的隧道,開了很久的車程,眼前依然一片漆黑,看不到的出口的光亮,儘管一轉眼已經數十年時光,仍猶如漫漫長夜,一切彷彿昨日。</span></b><br />
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<b><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 標楷體; font-size: 14.0pt;"> </span></b><b><span style="font-family: 標楷體; font-size: 14.0pt;">去年,小華的奶奶,已經離世,小華在臺灣已經沒有依靠的親人,他成了小華唯一可以依賴的人,為了方便照顧小華,二年前徵詢奶奶和小華本人同意,同時也在他父母墳前</span></b><span class="st1"><b><span style="font-family: 標楷體; font-size: 14.0pt; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial;">筊杯</span></b></span><b><span style="font-family: 標楷體; font-size: 14.0pt;">通過後,<span lang="EN-US">Z</span>先生收養了小華,成了小華的正式監護人。好好地照顧小華,是一個承諾,也是唯一的贖罪方式。<span lang="EN-US"><o:p></o:p></span></span></b><br />
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<b><span style="font-family: 標楷體; font-size: 14.0pt;"> 在酒駕車禍中<span lang="EN-US">Z</span>先生雖幸運存活下來,但右手臂與右腿也受重創,留下很多後遺症,花了<st1:chmetcnv hasspace="False" negative="False" numbertype="3" sourcevalue="1" tcsc="1" unitname="兩" w:st="on">一兩</st1:chmetcnv>年的時間復健療養,也失業了好幾年。酒後駕駛,撞傷他人至死屬過失殺人,他理成了被告,但他誠心懺悔過失,也得到小華爺爺奶奶的諒解,除了付出賠償金,最終也以撫養小華終身做為承諾,因而獲得了緩刑處分,不過,那法律已經是十年前的事了。<span lang="EN-US"><o:p></o:p></span></span></b><br />
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<span style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 14px;">媽媽無辜遭殃</span><br />
<span style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 14px;">竟被酒駕闖紅燈無端撞傷了</span><br />
<span style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 14px;">撞擊的力道太大</span><br />
<span style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 14px;">不但肝破,肺也有破</span><br />
<span style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 14px;">發生當天就輸了10000cc的血!</span><br />
<span style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 14px;">大家都急壞了</span><br />
<span style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 14px;">雖然很氣酒駕者的悪劣行為</span><br />
<span style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 14px;">卻只能守護在加護病房前</span><br />
<span style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 14px;">期待昏迷的媽媽能有奇蹟出現</span><br />
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<span style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 14px;">卻只能守護在加護病房前</span><br />
<span style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 14px;">期待昏迷的媽媽能有奇蹟出現</span><br />
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<span style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 14px;">大家天天呼喚媽媽:加油! 加油! </span><br />
<span style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 14px;">從不間斷</span><br />
<span style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 14px;">一天一天過去了</span><br />
<span style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 14px;">終於</span><br />
<span style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 14px;">媽媽睜開眼睛來了</span><br />
<span style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 14px;">哇!醒了 醒了</span><br />
<span style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 14px;">大家圍在媽媽的床邊</span><br />
<span style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 14px;">聲聲呼喚:媽媽 媽媽</span><br />
<span style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 14px;">媽媽你有聽到嗎</span><br />
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<span style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 14px;">一個月過去了</span><br />
<span style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 14px;">媽媽病情漸漸穩定</span><br />
<span style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 14px;">看著媽媽精神逐漸轉好</span><br />
<span style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 14px;">大家才慢慢放下懸著好久的心</span><br />
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<span style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: Helvetica, Arial, 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 16.639999389648438px;">祝福媽媽一天一天進步</span><br />
<span style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: Helvetica, Arial, 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 16.639999389648438px;">媽媽妳要加油喔!</span><br />
<span style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: Helvetica, Arial, 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 16.639999389648438px;">我們大家都在等著妳快快好起來</span><br />
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<span style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: Helvetica, Arial, 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 16.639999389648438px;">媽媽!我愛妳!</span><br />
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一場車禍可能同時改變兩個家庭的命運<br />
一個真實案例的分享<br />
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我們計畫舉辦酒駕故事的徵文活動,邀請不管是被害人、肇事者、或是家屬親友的您,將所看到的酒駕肇事的真實案例編寫成短篇<br />
故事,不論您想傳達的是內心的傷痛、反思或檢討,或是單純過程的描述與感想,期許都能透過文字創造感動與改變世界的力量,與我們共同分享。<br />
未來所有作品將被集結成冊,並有機會透過專業影音團隊的製作,<br />
讓真實故事能被更快速而有效地傳播,成為發人深省富含教育意義的酒駕防制最佳宣導素材。</div>
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一個酒駕事件<br />
可能換來 多個破碎的家庭<br />
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撞與被撞<br />
都不是我們想扮演的角色<br />
多點同理心<br />
養成喝酒不開車的習慣<br />
2014酒駕故事徵文<br />
感同身受 讓您的經驗<br />
轉化成幸福安全的社會<br />
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2014酒駕故事徵選<br />
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<br />台灣酒駕防制社會關懷協會http://www.blogger.com/profile/13901678999613093999noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1819767257498925676.post-64091534235704736732014-04-21T19:49:00.004-07:002014-04-25T00:31:20.971-07:00失控的0.15<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjGl4DCniKcV8KmXM-_EtYnzqneedgcXSgQvRjmackRiddq2kZFcJFIHBEyBoRCZSOirHXTbj0n8pXCuQtNOZtJcZauckNgMYINdGQNpVGHbfeKHDN2p4i_pG93Pg4-Dyz8QMz5Pr3s1Cg/s1600/drunkbanner04.gif" imageanchor="1" style="clear: right; float: right; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-left: 1em;"><br /><img border="0" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjGl4DCniKcV8KmXM-_EtYnzqneedgcXSgQvRjmackRiddq2kZFcJFIHBEyBoRCZSOirHXTbj0n8pXCuQtNOZtJcZauckNgMYINdGQNpVGHbfeKHDN2p4i_pG93Pg4-Dyz8QMz5Pr3s1Cg/s1600/drunkbanner04.gif" data-pinit="registered" height="166" width="200" /></a><span style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: Helvetica, Arial, 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 18px;"></span><br />
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<span style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: Helvetica, Arial, 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 18px;">0.15是酒駕新制處罰的最低門檻,只要呼氣酒精濃度超</span><wbr style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: Helvetica, Arial, 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 18px;"></wbr><span class="word_break" style="background-color: white; color: #333333; display: inline-block; font-family: Helvetica, Arial, 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 18px;"></span><span style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: Helvetica, Arial, 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 18px;">過0.15毫克,酒駕者就會被開罰1萬5千元,超過0.</span><wbr style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: Helvetica, Arial, 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 18px;"></wbr><span class="word_break" style="background-color: white; color: #333333; display: inline-block; font-family: Helvetica, Arial, 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 18px;"></span><span style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: Helvetica, Arial, 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 18px;">25則觸及公共危險罪,則有入獄可能。</span><br />
<span style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: Helvetica, Arial, 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 18px;">但是,酒駕車禍多數不只是酒駕者一個人受害,被撞的</span><br />
<a name='more'></a><span style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: Helvetica, Arial, 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 18px;">受害</span><wbr style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: Helvetica, Arial, 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 18px;"></wbr><span class="word_break" style="background-color: white; color: #333333; display: inline-block; font-family: Helvetica, Arial, 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 18px;"></span><span style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: Helvetica, Arial, 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 18px;">者幾乎都是家庭破碎,但是不論多麼重大的酒駕車禍,在新</span><wbr style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: Helvetica, Arial, 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 18px;"></wbr><span class="word_break" style="background-color: white; color: #333333; display: inline-block; font-family: Helvetica, Arial, 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 18px;"></span><span style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: Helvetica, Arial, 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 18px;">聞熱潮過後,隨著時間漸漸淡忘,他們過得好嗎?是否已走</span><wbr style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: Helvetica, Arial, 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 18px;"></wbr><span class="word_break" style="background-color: white; color: #333333; display: inline-block; font-family: Helvetica, Arial, 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 18px;"></span><span style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: Helvetica, Arial, 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 18px;">出了悲傷?他們的生活及家庭狀況,又有多少人注意與關心</span><wbr style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: Helvetica, Arial, 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 18px;"></wbr><span class="word_break" style="background-color: white; color: #333333; display: inline-block; font-family: Helvetica, Arial, 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 18px;"></span><span style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: Helvetica, Arial, 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 18px;">?</span><br />
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<span style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 18px;">可能換來 多個破碎的家庭</span><br />
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<span style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 18px;">多點同理心 </span><span style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 18px;">養成喝酒不開車的習慣</span><span class="text_exposed_show" style="background-color: white; color: #333333; display: inline; font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 18px;"><br />2014酒駕故事徵文 <b> 【失控的0.15】</b><br />感同身受</span><br />
<span class="text_exposed_show" style="background-color: white; color: #333333; display: inline; font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 18px;">讓您的經驗 化成幸福安全的社會 <span style="font-family: Helvetica, Arial, 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif;">讓被淡忘的酒駕傷害重回大家的記憶,</span></span><br />
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<span style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: Helvetica, Arial, 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 18px;">歡迎大家一起參與,讓所有的</span><wbr style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: Helvetica, Arial, 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 18px;"></wbr><span class="word_break" style="background-color: white; color: #333333; display: inline-block; font-family: Helvetica, Arial, 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 18px;"></span><span style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: Helvetica, Arial, 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 18px;">人都知道酒駕的可怕,除了不酒駕,也提醒周邊的人,千萬</span><wbr style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: Helvetica, Arial, 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 18px;"></wbr><span class="word_break" style="background-color: white; color: #333333; display: inline-block; font-family: Helvetica, Arial, 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 18px;"></span><span style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: Helvetica, Arial, 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 18px;">別酒駕!</span><br />
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台灣酒駕防制社會關懷協會http://www.blogger.com/profile/13901678999613093999noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1819767257498925676.post-73291063552412298352013-12-11T19:27:00.000-08:002014-04-25T00:29:06.377-07:00御慈媽媽的眼淚<div class="MsoNormal">
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<span lang="EN-US">2013</span><span style="font-family: 新細明體, serif;">年</span><span lang="EN-US">5</span><span style="font-family: 新細明體, serif;">月</span><span lang="EN-US">28</span><span style="font-family: 新細明體, serif;">日</span><span lang="EN-US"> 台大醫師曾御慈遭酒駕撞擊身亡。她的離去,在曾媽媽的心裡與生命裡,劃下一條長長、再也</span><span style="font-family: 新細明體, serif;">無法抺滅的傷痛。</span><span lang="EN-US"> </span></div>
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<a name='more'></a><span style="font-family: "新細明體","serif"; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 新細明體; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">院,當下心情惶恐不安,因為狀況不明,但心想她只是走路該不至於要命,哪知等我到醫院時,她的老師柯主任臉色黯沈,他說根據他多年救人的經驗,腦壓超過</span><span lang="EN-US">20mmHG</span><span style="font-family: "新細明體","serif"; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 新細明體; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">就要積極降壓,而御慈的腦壓超過</span><span lang="EN-US">70mmHG</span><span style="font-family: "新細明體","serif"; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 新細明體; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">,已經來不及了,我當下攤(癱)軟,腦子空白,過不久手術門打開,我看了躺在床上的女兒,幾乎嚇倒了,剃光頭髮的臉腫脹,臉頰瘀青、眼睛還留下血跡,鼻子、嘴巴插滿了管子,右腳骨折打上石膏…我心如刀割,千呼萬喚,始終沒回應。</span><span lang="EN-US"><o:p></o:p></span></div>
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台灣酒駕防制社會關懷協會http://www.blogger.com/profile/13901678999613093999noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1819767257498925676.post-30248989001256028562013-12-11T19:19:00.000-08:002014-04-25T00:29:17.547-07:00〈sons & daughters〉玫瑰色的女兒<div class="MsoNormal">
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